hello.
there i was, buzzing around in my air shuttle bumming around... until in the break of the night, i opened up this can of worms and found a letter rolled in a parchment. the paper was soaked in a wormy brown grime and the letters can barely be seen. curious scene.

what is this i am feeling? i don't like this very mch. i feel like there is this divider within my person that voids me from my self. i don't nderstand this. i came to my own resoltion and was fine days ago bt now, i am back where i was.

i keep replaying things in my head. my dreams have been the same for a few nights now. i try to stop block it ot bt there are always other things, other people that remind me of yo.

i hate yo. yo have moved on to daily parts bt yo left us in the shelter of yor thnderous voice and stormy frstrations.

i am lost. i tell myself i am strong, that i have to be strong, that i mst be strong, that i mst be stronger. but the trth is, i am lost. this is not the first time that is happening, i shold be alright! right? people learn from their experiences right? why is my experiences not helping? i always end p like this. i tried writing a manal in my head bt the procedures are not working. am i hngry? am i grmpy? why is that school girl bgging me so mch? why am i complaining abot this man whom i don't even know? why so angry?

i don't know what did i do wrong this time. i was not involved before both of yo took me in and now, everything is clear on yor side and i feel like i am hanging there, left where yo left. what happened really? why i everything always so sdden? a sdden beginning, a sdden leaving, a sdden yelling and a sdden ending.

why like this? please help me understand.
these questions has been haunting my sleep, my friends.